Feeling guilty and ungrateful

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I'm in my first trimester and experiencing really bad morning sickness(all day sickness). I can't cook or eat or do anything for that matter without vomiting,it's affecting my entire being! I sleep most of the day and still wake up feeling tired!
I feel really guilty when my husband ask for something and due to my feeling so horrible I can't satisfy his needs!
I cry a lot and feel like I'm complaining too much about my morning sickness and makes me feel like I'm ungrateful and don't deserve to be pregnant :'(
I really do want to be a mommy and don't know why I'm not enjoying my pregnancy like any other normal woman would! I honestly hate feeling like this and can see that my moods are getting to my husband(he even started working weekends which never happened before) and I'm scared that I might be pushing him away even further ! I feel like I'm in a really dark space and struggling to get out :'(

Please please remember me in your duas and any good sound advice is welcome

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[Joburger]

Severe vomiting and nausea during pregnancy is called Hyperemesis gravidarum (HG) . The most serious concern with this condition is that you could become dehydrated and lose weight - with detrimental effects on the baby. From what you say, your condition may also be making you depressed. I would suggest you see your doctor as soon as possible.